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Assalammualaikum wbt. Hi ! 
Welcome.. i'm masnie. i've been blogging since 2003. this blog is for me to let my friends know my latest news and it's also a place where i'd like to share my feelings, opinions and knowledge. anyway, i may seem quite NORMAL on the outside... but something MYSTERIOUS & BIZARRE lurks just beneath the surface. i will only display this side of myself on RARE occasions for PROFESSIONAL reasons.
but otherwise, only a few will see this side of my personality.. :) more about me.. btw, make sure you have your speaker on cos i embedded audio in the blog and you can sing along using the lyrics i prepared below..
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.:: LOVES ::. ..my hubby.. ..my family.. ..animals especially cats and fishes.. ..baby blue colour.. ..computer games.. ..my high school friends.. ..iced lemon tea.. ..cuddle wz dayat in bed.. ..eating cheese cakes.. ..travelling.. ..fishing 'udang galah'.. ..being at the oceans and rivers..
.:: HATES ::. ..my parents' separation.. ..my sistas' wild habits.. ..my temper.. ..cold shower.. ..acnes.. ..smell of cigarettes.. ..cockroaches.. ..doing things by myself.. ..stairs.. ..malay artists.. ..stinky hippo..
 since 30 March 2005
The Chosen OneComing Undone by KornKeep holding on When my brain's tickin' like a bomb Guess the black thoughts have come Again to get me Sweet bitter words Unlike nothing I have heard Sing along mocking bird You don't affect me That's right Deliverance of my heart Be straight Be deliberate [Chorus] Wait I'm coming undone Unlaced I'm coming undone Too late I'm coming undone What looks so strong So delicate Wait I'm starting to suffocate And soon I anticipate I'm coming undone What looks so strong So delicate Choke choke again I find my demons were my friends Getting me in the end They're out to get me Since I was young I've tasted sorrow on my tongue And this sweet chugga gun Does not protect me That's right Trigger between my eyes Please strike Make it quick now [Chorus] I'm trying to hold it together Head is lighter than a feather Looks like i'm not getting better Not getting better [Chorus]  Fun Quizzes | Your Blog Should Be Purple |  You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything. You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey. You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say. |
| Your Hair Should Be Purple |  Intense, thoughtful, and unconventional. You're always philosophizing and inspiring others with your insights. |
| Your Personality Is | Guardian (SJ)
You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented. Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules.
You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader. You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you.
A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do. You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up.
In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly.
At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.
With others, you tend to be polite and formal.
As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself.
On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them! |
| M | Meek | | A | Adventurous | | S | Smooth | | N | Nerdy | | I | Irresistible | | Z | Zonked | | A | Awesome | Name Acronym GeneratorFrom Go-Quiz.com
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
ted and ranma ( keciks) are a month and 16 days old today.. and it has been a month and 16 days of tickling ted's tummy, wiping boogers on ranma's 2 lil eyes, watching ted n ranma wrestling each other, watching ted bullied by steve and hearing them meowing 4 mommy's tits (want milk?).
when they were born, schatz and i knew tht 4 becomes 6 mouths to feed (mom & dad, kenits and keciks). we have a really tight monthly expenses and it's best 2 give keciks away.. why da big fuss?
i love cats! tht's why! it has been one of my dreams and goals 2 have cats when i live on my own. it was hard to keep pets back when i lived wz my family. i love cat so much tht i spent my pocket money 2 take my cat 2 da vet. i love cat so much tht i drove 4 an hour wz my dying cat on my lap 2da vet and at da end he died infront of my eyes. i love cat so much tht i feel more comfortable talking to them than talking to a real human...
as much as i love cat, there are things tht i had to do and i had to be hurt bcos of it. and as much as i love cat, i love schatz more. and so, i'm doing dis for him..
however, i must make dis clear. i would never wanna throw away my cats!! NEVER!! dis giving away thingy was brought up when schatz's office mate wanted 2 buy kittens 4 his wife. they have no kids yet like us. still trying like us.. so after a long hour of trying to make me see clear of da situation, i agreed to give keciks to them but only after they start 2 eat and can chow-up food..
time flies.. and yesterday nite was da time 2 let them go. i did cry a little and worry a lot.. i lectured everything abt taking care of keciks like making sure tht they always watch keciks so tht they wont get 'smelly' surprises, wiping booger frm ranma's eyes everyday and etc. i felt my heart crushed when keciks were handed over to their new owner.
i hope tht they'll be okay.. *sob* i even told schatz 2 tell his friend to take pics of them and email them 2 us.. bye bye keciks.. bye bye ted, ranma.. i'm sorry..
-masni-

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